Category Archives: Revelations

On the Writing Path: The Thirst for Inspiration

As I sat down at my desk to write this morning I felt a deep need for inspiration. A reminder about the purpose of imagination and storytelling. So I went online in search of Isabelle Allende, Chimamanda Adichie, and Nawal El Saadawi, writers I trust to remind me of why I am a storyteller. There is a bridge that creativity and imagination naturally forms with stories told from the soul’s knowing. Every day I wake up, sit down at my desk, and begin the work of building that bridge again.

Watch as Chimamanda Adichie reminds us the ways that stories can build and destroy.

The Danger of a Single Story

Troy Davis and Well Dressed Lynch Mobs

I’ve been thinking about the death penalty a lot lately. Ever since I learned that the state of Georgia signed an order to execute Troy Davis on Sept 6th. Then the very next day during the Republican Presidential Debate, I watched as a mostly white audience clad in tailored red and blue suits applauded Rick Perry for holding the distinction of executing more people than any other Governor in modern history. Sigh. Well, at least they were a well dressed lynch mob. Rick Perry has executed 254 people since he took office in 2000 and according to Perry he sleeps well at night because he knows that every single one of those people is guilty and deserved to die. I’m sure the audience at the Republican debate and other supporters of the death penalty probably all agree with him. I don’t and nor do the Forensic Investigators on Cameron Todd Willingham’s case.   In 2004, Perry reviewed forensic findings that proved Willingham’s innocence just 15 minutes before his execution and Perry just brushed it aside. I guess he had his eye on the prize, all-times highest death penalty scorer. Sadly, there are too many cases in the state of Texas alone where the innocent are convicted and Rick Perry is applauded for his tough stance on crime.

In Georgia another man may lose his life under a system of capital punishment that has proven time and again to be flawed. Troy Davis was convicted of murdering a Savannah Police Officer and sentenced to death in 1991. His conviction hinged on the testimonies of nine eye witnesses and ballistic evidence that would later be thrown out. Since his conviction, 7 of the 9 witnesses have recanted or contradicted their original testimony, many claiming they were coerced by police. Davis is set to be executed on Sept 21st. Millions of people around the world have come together in support of Troy Davis, calling for a stay of execution but the state of Georgia has yet to act. One final clemency hearing will be held on Sept 19th but there is no guarantee that the Georgia Board of Parole and Pardons will grant Davis clemency. Having been hear before praying, demanding, standing for the lives of others on death row it is impossible to know if Troy Davis will live.

After all, the death penalty machine in this country was built for this very purpose. Rick Perry would have us believe that capital punishment laws are effective, that they are designed to punish those who kill innocent people. But the statistics paint a very different picture. It paints a picture of a system seems to efficiently and strategically replace Jim Crow lynchings. When people blindly support the death penalty do they realize the unsettling racial dimension of capital murder convictions? Maybe. Here are some facts about race and the death penalty that I found through the Death Penalty Information Center.

-A study in California found that those who killed whites were over 3 times more likely to be sentenced to death than those who killed blacks and over 4 times more likely than those who killed Latinos. (Piece & Radelet, Santa Clara Law Review 2005)

-In a 1998 report to the American Bar Association Professor David Baldus found that 96% of the states where there have been reviews of race and the death penalty, there was a pattern of either race-of-victim or race-of-defendant discrimination, or both.

-Over 75% of the murder victims of cases resulting in an execution were white, even though nationally over 50% or murder victims generally are white.

But we live in a colorblind America, right? I think not.  This is the reality of the criminal justice system in the U.S. If you want this reality to change then start by picking up the phone and calling the Georgia Board of Parole (404-656-5651 & select #5) and let them know that you believe that justice has not been served in the case of Troy Davis. Demand that he be granted clemency. But we can’t stop there because before we know it, there will be another innocent person’s life being signed away by a Governor staking his political legacy on being tough on crime.

Video: Rick Perry on Death Penalty

Justice for Troy Davis

Colorlines: Georgia Plans to Kill Troy Davis Next Week

Cameron Williamgham Case

Will the Next Man Rick Perry Executes Die Because He’s Black

An End to the Frenzy of Busyness

The rush and pressure of modern life are a form, perhaps the most common form, of innate violence. To allow oneself to be carried away by a multitude of conflicting concerns, to surrender to too many demands, to commit oneself to too many projects, to want to help everyone in everything is to succumb to violence. The frenzy of the activist neutralizes his work for peace. It destroys her own inner capacity for peace. It kills the root of inner wisdom which makes work fruitful. -Thomas Merton

For years, I succumbed to the ‘frenzy of busyness’. I believed that if I did not work myself to the point of collapse, I was not doing my part in my community, in my organization, in the world. Little did I know, my constant action left no room for the meditative reflection central to our ability to envision and create the world that we believe is possible. Furthermore, constant activity leaves us drained and incapacitated when it’s time to nurture our relationships with the people we love. The very relationships that motivate us to create a more peaceful and equitable world.

I began a daily meditation practice because I wanted to learn to be present with myself and others. As part of my meditation practice, I do a little contemplative reading. Most recently, I began reading Circle of Compassion: Meditations for Caring-For the Self and For the World. The author, Gail Straub, happens to be the Co-Founder of The Empowerment Institute, where I received my certification in Life Coaching. Gail is an amazing teacher and a leader for social change. The daily meditations in her book, teach us to cultivate a balance between the inner life and the outer life. The circle of compassion includes the “in-breath” of caring for self and the “out-breath” of caring for the world. Through the meditations, Gail, ask that we consider how we honor the natural rhythm within each of us that seeks both time for ourselves, whether in nature, with sangha, or in solitude, with our passionate desire to create social change in the world.

I have put away the frenzy of busyness. It never served me or the communities that I am committed to. I care for myself daily through meditation, yoga, and journaling. What are your practices for self care? How do you honor your natural rhythms?

 

To purchase a copy of Gail Straub’s book and learn more about The Empowerment Institute visit: http://www.empowermentinstitute.net

 

Making Friends With Fear

In one of my favorite quotes, Pema Chodron states, ”To be fully alive, fully human, and completely awake is to be continually thrown out of the nest.” As human beings, naturally we seek security. It’s certainly within me to want to feel secure, to build myself a sturdy nest and stay tucked away inside. But it is also true of human beings that we must grow and change, which sometimes means exposing ourselves to wide open terrain, rough, and uncharted. Sadly, most of us are not prepared to embrace the unknown. We’re not taught to work with our fear, to make it a friend, and seek its counsel. Yet, if we are to truly experience joy and the realization of our deepest longings we have to.

2011 is shaping up to be one of those years where I find myself walking into new territory in just about every aspect of my life. New possibilities for relationships, creativity, and work are emerging demanding that I make a choice.; either stay in the safe and secure nest that I’ve created for myself or set out into the unknown. I’m stepping out, but not without tools. One of things that I teach my coaching clients is about limiting beliefs. We are what we believe about ourselves and behind the heavy paralyzing feelings of fear that we experience are long held limiting beliefs that prevent us from stretching toward our dreams and passions. But we don’t have to be prisoners to our limiting beliefs. We can turn them around, replacing them with a more expansive belief that fits with our vision for who we want to be in the world. It may sound simple but for some people it can be extraordinarily difficult to let go of long held beliefs, particularly if they connect to traumas we’ve experienced and still hold in our bodies or core values that have been passed down to us from our families and communities. But while the work can be challenging it is not impossible and the benefits far out way any thing. Your fear can be a tool for your healing and transformation if you work with it instead fight against it. Time to jump out the nest and become fully alive and fully awake.